Saturday, June 2, 2012

羡ましくて まいるなぁ

今天去逛街。
有人陪我去逛街,我真的很开心。
买了衣服真的很开心。
虽然需要自己一个人回家,搭地铁的时候边读书边听Jupiter, 心情很好。
回家时绕远路,慢慢散步回家很舒服。
看到白色的鸟,早起的月亮,四脚蛇,肮脏猫,满身落叶的小猫,河里的乌龟,头脑放空。
我喜欢一个人散步回家。
但是看到星期六在公园里面玩catch ball & frisbee的一家人,不尽羡慕起来。
一大群一大群人在一起真好。

我也好想一大群一大群人在一起。
以前我们会一起去钓鱼,不然就是一家人去吃早午餐。
现在很少了。
就算我周末尽量和父母一起出去吃早午餐,也都是我们三个人而已。
就算我一个人大大声地说话想炒热气氛,最后也还是我一个人在high。

最近更糟糕了。
永远被留在家当看门狗的我,一个人在家好安静。
久久一次一个人在家,当然会觉得一个人在家是非常舒服的事情。
但每天被骗留在家看门的我,觉得很无聊。
留在家看门这件事,当然是留给没有社交生活的我。
大家就理所当然的把这件事推给我。
大家都很忙,忙着关心我以外的世界。
我的任务是只要呆在家就好了。

大家都潜意识地这么想了不是吗?

如果明天还是没有人带我出门,如果明天还是一个人在家,看门狗就要自己一个人跑出去了。
看门狗才不管家里会不会进贼。

Friday, June 1, 2012

Jupiter

Hi!
I'm the girl with no social life.

这个星期没有补习班的工作,一整天除了去private tuition还有钢琴班,就是呆在家里看小说,听Bump of Chicken.
可怜的是大家不是在考试就是有工作,我要出门也找不到人出门。
现在又是月初,工钱还没来,不想花太多钱所以不敢约那些一出门就会大出血的朋友。

说实在的找不到人陪真的是我自己自作自受不是吗?!
平时懒惰约朋友出门,约了又很懒惰出门。
活该没有人陪。
我整个人已经变得很无趣了!!
hais.

最近很迷Bump of Chicken 的 Jupiter album.
这张专辑的acoustic guitar都写得很漂亮。
Fuji-kun 的词写得很普通,都是每天每个人都会体验的情感。
对家人,对朋友,对不知道应该怎么分类的人,对陌生人,对自己。
他的词就是这样很简单,连不怎么懂日文的我都听得懂,但从他口中唱出来却非常有渗透力,让人完全相信他说的话。

之前在读的那本书,叫做 [末日的愚者]。 是描述三年后地球将灭亡时,人类的想法,态度,世界会变得怎么样。
是本会让人想很多的书。
书里面有写到关于恐龙灭亡的事情,是说恐龙很久以前也有可能和人类一样,智商高,有文明,可能都是穿着一大堆无聊多余的衣服走来走去。
但我们找到的恐龙化石当然没有办法看出这些。
所以如果有一天人类灭亡了,万年后找到我们的化石的未来地球生物,也有可能以为我们是光溜溜满街跑,从树上摘水果吃的低能生物。
也许也会一样叫我们‘恐龙’。
哈哈哈 这样想真的很有趣。

过后读了乙一的书。
这本书很不怎么样。
但乙一真的很厉害描述人类黑暗的心境。
害我读着读着就孤独起来了。

现在在读的是万城目学的[荷尔蒙六景]。
是短篇爱情故事。
第一个故事的女主角叫做定子,她的生日是六月二十四号。
书中她即将过二十岁生日。
完全跟我一样嘛!
最后她度过了很特别的生日,和很多小鬼一起度过。

我的二十岁生日会是怎样的呢?
有没有人要替我想想怎么度过?

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Oyasumi!

Munching on tapioca chips now.
2:12am!
I confirm will get fat.

This week my tuition centre is on a one week term break. I don't have to work for a week. Shiok. I still get paid. Even shioker!

But I still feel so weird not working. It's like I have time to earn more but I'm slacking away. I feel guilty like I'm not working hard enough.

When I chose to study science instead of education which I don't have to worry about money, i told myself that I have to work doubly hard. I want to juggle work and school. I want to earn enough so as not to trouble my family. I want to save enough for my Japan stay which I am determined to go there to teach after graduation. I want to have time and money so as to master Japanese within my four university years. I want to have enough time to practice guitar and drumming and occasionally my flute. I want to learn piano too, if time and money allows.

Well it seems to me that my four years in uni would be packed like mad. So I actually wanted to earn more now so that when school begins, I'll have a easier life. But I'm wasting time by not working for one week. This makes me feel bad. I also feel like a workaholic, although I think I'm not. I think I'm just moneyphilic.

Tomorrow I'll be going for an interview. It's a website translation job introduced by bob. I hope I get the everytime before I'm going to an interview I'll spend quite a long period of time thinking about what I should say, as well as contemplating how to sell myself. Therefore I'm always confident in face to face interview. So yeah. I hope I get the job!! Good night!

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

久久一次就好 要想起我哦~

我好想睡。
可是觉得一定要把今天想说的话写出来。
今天是毕业典礼。
本来不怎么期待的。
老实说我对这个course的同学产生不了什么感情。
我想遇到的人 就是那几位我称为「朋友」而不是「同学」的人。
加上毕业典礼常常把三年说得不切实际的美好,或是把我们这群明明很普通的年轻人夸上天。
每次听到这种话我都会不舒服。

但今天我真的很开心。
遇到多数我想看到的人(有人竟然没有来!! tsk!)。
还收到love note!
还收到花和小熊!
哈哈 我是幸福的!XD
今天的气氛会让人不知不觉high起来。

我很喜欢收到在纸上写的信!
比什么礼物都更珍惜这些信!

所以Vivian,虽然你给我的信充满了老师不应该原谅的错别字,但我很喜欢你的love note!!<3 以后希望还可以继续收到更多情书。但是你心有所属了 希望你不要再花心 偷偷暗恋我了。XD

Chyichyi,
你这个负伤的辣椒鬼!你送我小熊和花我真的很开心~ 但你不是没钱吗!下次就不要这样乱花了!害我很高兴又很有罪恶感又不知道该怎么样赎罪这样,心情很矛盾。junior 和senior写给我的card里面我很喜欢你的message!最后我也希望你不要在偷偷仰慕我了。去仰慕正常一点的人吧~ Fyp加油~ 快点毕业然后和我一样开始烦恼将来烦恼到想去摸手吧~

Kim, Sili, Maichin,
如果你们刚好有在读的话,blog title是献给你们的!
哈哈
不要说下次下次了,我们这个月以内来meet一次吧~
我们就是这样每次说下次下次最后都延后太多了。

刘懿咸,
你真的很咸 我每次看到你就想喝水。
恭喜毕业!
谢谢你请吃饭!
你今天很可爱!
But too bad 我比较可爱!
因为你很咸 我一看到你就想喝水。

很迟了,我该睡觉了。明天还要上课( i _ i )。有些小孩真的是会让人血压飙高。希望明天的学生都是好孩子!

Night~!

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Holiday~

Plans for today:
- Sleep till noon (which i already did)
- tie up my fringe ( I tied up my fringe with a flower rubber band and i am looking like a hua chi now! XD)
The blur camera makes me look prettier. XD

- Watch the pillows concert with liu yijun (She haven't woke up. should I iwake her up now?)
- Watch Hiro say "nani mo mienai" (hahaha gonna do that now!)
- Spend some time at the library (Havent decided if i should go to tampines of pasir ris library...)
- Play with my guitar (I KNOW! I CAN WAKE LIUYIJUN UP USING MY GUITAR!)
- Watch Mirai Nikki anime. (Its getting abit boring. =/)

Have decided to give up reading this mystery novel that I have been stucked at for the past week. It just cannot interest me!!! Shall go back to reading my Makime Manabu. =)

Oh I miss eating SP food!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Updated: 12:26pm, 20/5/2012 (this means i will add on to the blog afterwards, if I remember! XD)

Monday, May 14, 2012

Miyake taiko! (o^^o)

哈楼
我现在正在边听snow smile 一边很想念你们!!
我很嫉妒你们可以一群人去做工。
一定很好玩(._.)
最近我都超级正经的。
好久没有疯疯癫癫了!
虽然每天都跟很多人说话,但好像一整天都没有说到话一样。
我不喜欢!只有siao siao 的才是刘懿慧!
本来以为明天可以看到你们你们却一起去做工! shockuuu Orz
我不喜欢正经八百的我啦!你们快点来帮我找回我自己!

最近满脑子都在想我的学生的事。
这位学生也是我的表甥。
他是一个很sweet的小孩,好好看他你就会发现他和其他小孩不一样。
但在父母和其他大人眼里「不一样」是很不好的事。
他的表姐是个成绩很好的孩子。
每当我去补习的时候她就会嘲笑我的学生。
我的学生也常常被拿来和她比较。
我很心痛!!!
我的学生只是对课业没有兴趣,他其实不笨。
我一定要帮他喜欢学习。

成绩好 其实什么都证明不了。
以前成绩超好的我深深这么觉得。
上了高中的我会偷偷羡慕那些成绩没有很好的人,他们好多才多艺。
这些我都没有。
我不想教出一个跟我一样,因为成绩好就自大,其实什么都不会的人。
我要让他的成绩变好,但我希望他可以一直那么sweet.

今天早上我寄回去了 moe的信。
我决定放弃当有钱人的机会。
一定会有人觉得我很笨。
但我不可以为了钱出卖我自己!
我犹豫了很长很长一段时间,最后决定要放我100%的努力,去一边读science,一边打工养活自己。
我会变成很穷又没时间的可怜穷书生。
希望到时大家还会接受我。 XD

Vivian倒是很开心我决定读biological sciences!
她说"my hua chi partner is back!"
Hehehehe, yes I'm back!
Thanks for listening to me everytime!!!

七月我想去学miyake taiko!
现在得赶紧练体力,不然到时候比freshie 还烂就丢脸喽~

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

上手に話してして欲しい

今天我睡到快11点钟才起床。
起床之后很懒惰,一直赖在那里,连吉他都懒得拿起来练。
出门前连隐形眼镜都懒得戴,bb cream也懒得涂,只用手指随便整理一下头发就出门了。今天我好懒惰!

在家附近的巴士站 碰见了我那位朋友。
有一天我们就突然不说话了。
记得当时我好难过。
我以前很喜欢她。
当然不是那种喜欢!
哈哈 她就是我很喜欢的朋友。
还以为我们会一直是朋友,所以突然这样我吓坏了。

在那之后我就不敢相信朋友会一直在一起。

嗯 这位朋友变得好漂亮。
完全不像我,这么懒惰。
呵呵 我好想念可以随时sms她的时候!

今天碰到她的时候,我们只说了简单的hello。
明明还有很多时间可以聊天,我却假装在赶跑走了。
明明有很多话想说。
太窝囊了!



Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Angel Fall

Hehe I specially turned on my computer so that i can blog about my dream last night!
Its the first time I dreamt of Bump. I was super excited when i woke up! haha

I dreamt that Junnie and I were on this very empty train. It was going towards Pasir Ris. Then halfway, at around Tanjong Pagar, four guys boarded the train and sat down opposite us. The train was really empty so there were only the six of us in the cabin. The four guys were obviously, BUMP OF CHICKEN!! I remember Masu sat at the first seat, the reserved seat, Fuji-kun sat beside him, followed by Chama and Hiro. We didn't know Bump was in Singapore, so we were so shocked to see them!! And it seems like they have stayed in Singapore for a period of time. We were shocked so we didn't approach them, we just sat and looked at them and discussed among ourselves.

Then after a few stops, Junnie has to alight. haha so she alighted (and Bump is MINE now!).
haha but the next stop, Masu and Fujiwara and Chama stood up and alighted, i kind of remember that stop was Raffles Place. So the cabin is left with Hiro and I!!!!

So I decided to gather all my courage and went to sit beside Hiro, I told him I was a fan, and was searching in my bag for my pen and notebook. But but but!!!! Hiro took out his handphone from his pocket!! Then he asked if we can take a picture together. But my fringe very ugly, so i tried to tidy it up using the train window as mirror. Hiro saw and helped to tidy up my hair! hahahaha he swipe swipe swipe my hair. haha.

Then we took the picture. And he helped me sign my notepad. Then he alighted and I was feeling very very very happy.

Then i woke up. And  i thought back about the dream. AND I SUDDENLY REMEMBER, THE PHOTO HAS TWO OTHER GIRLS INSIDE!!!! Hiro's arms were on my shoulders, but there were two other girls in the photo trying to qiang jing tou. D<

I KNOW HIRO SHUAI LA BUT YOU CANNOT STEAL HIM OKAY HE WANTS TO TAKE PHOTO WITH ME! and another things is, because Hiro took the photo the zipai way, so its actually impossible to take the other two girls, but the photo that i saw in my dream was taken from very far. Its like Hiro has extremely long hands. hahahaha stupiak.

And the signature... I realised, Hiro signed his name as 刘奕君. urgggg. somemore the signature 完全没有美感。its like something Liu YiJun would draw. hahaha

Despite going all wrong in the end, the dream was still very sweet okay!

Hahaha today I want to marry Hiro. I'll probably change my mind tomorrow. But its Hiro for today!

OKAY I HAVE TO GO EARN MONEY LE.
I don't feel like going to teachhhhhhh =( can i nua at home?

And i still havent decided on which course to go to!!! LIU YIXIAN 最近不要跟我聊天。。。
want to consult you you also 敷衍敷衍一下就算了。TSK LIU YIXIAN!

Monday, May 7, 2012

私は唄っているんだろう?

我尊敬的那个老师 他很自由 我想变成他! 他活着没有规则 没有限制!我也要像他那样 认真的随便活。

今晚要听Jupiter睡覺~(= ̄ ρ ̄=) ..zzZZ

Friday, May 4, 2012

消せない歌がある

本来以为我不会收到moe的信。
因为我根本没有完成我的application.
但昨天那封信突然出现 老实说我有点受宠若惊。
拿到信的第一个反应 是把信丢一边。
因为我已经做好101%的心理准备-八月我就是科学院的大学生。
我没有很喜欢bio这科 但也可以确定至少读大学的这四年不会讨厌科学 因为都熬了3年了。
但我从来都没有做过和科学/research 相关的工作。不能够确定这份工作是不适合我。
至于教书 我有教过,可以确定现在的我喜欢教书。(五年后就不能确定了)
课业方面 我当然比较习惯科学,因为不知道别科的上课模式是怎样的。

我其实没有很喜欢教育 也没有很喜欢科学。我不喜欢读书。

读科学很帅 读教育不需要担心钱。
读科学不会被绑住 读教育我就有钱学吉他,还有很多很多我一直想学的东西。

我心中那块比较孩子气的部分希望可以读科学,那块被妈妈传染,开始担心钱的部分觉得读教育没有错。

我一直都想去日本教书,因为我很崇拜mr Heng.
如果教育部可以允许我延后我的bond 一两年,让我趁年轻完成梦想,我就很愿意读教育。

Monday, April 30, 2012

那颗名叫现在的彗星

最近发生了什么事呢?
没什么。
日子很平淡,
很难想象几个礼拜前才刚发生那么难过的事情。
也慢慢习惯了。

大家开学了,而我没有和大家一起开学。
因为我毕业了啊!
以前以为毕业后世界会变得很不一样。
但现在发现根本没有改变很多。
肮脏猫还是依然在我家楼下混饭吃。
白色的鸟继续在大龙沟旁捉鱼来吃。
世界根本没有像我想象一样改变。
但很奇怪的是 我发现这世界上,除了学生和小孩以外,每样生物都在混饭吃!!!
我从来都没有觉得赚钱很重要。
也不想这么觉得。
但如果地球上每样生物都在用自己的方式找食物,那我也是时侯开始用人类的方式找食物了。
人类找食物的方式 就是赚钱!

我可不承认我长大了。
我只是在发挥人类与生俱来的直觉 - 就像海龟下蛋前会直觉性的先挖洞一样,人类的直觉就是 赚钱买饭吃。

为了赚钱我拼命找工作。
最后误打误撞变成了补习老师,还有卖bikini的店员。
补习老师这份工作真好!钱多事少又有成就感。

bikini店的工作很轻松。
根本不会有人想买bikini吧...
我想老板娘也了解。
所以她不会介意一整天没有买到东西。
没有客人的时候可以做在一旁发呆或读书。
偶尔我会观察路过的人。
我从这里发现,男生这的很爱比基尼!!!
十个年轻男生当中有6个会回头盯着比基尼看!
目不转睛的那种盯法。
直到看不见为止!
如果他们在女朋友旁边,他们就会偷偷回头看。
真的很好笑!
虽然我不觉得我身边的男生会喜欢看比基尼,但现在我觉得...很难讲。
搞不好大家都是偷看比基尼一族,但偷看能力太深了,我们都看不出来。XD

我完了,才刚开始出社会就学会怀疑人了。XD

Thursday, April 19, 2012

时间vs金钱

我妈妈好像希望我可以读education.
他的原因是因为读这个不用担心学费。
我当然也了解她的想法。
只是我如果去读那科,就等于踏上了七年的不归路。
虽然我在这几个礼拜之内发现我真的很适合也很喜欢教小孩。
但我不能保证接下来七年我不会改变。
如果我后悔了,等七年过了我也都二十七了。
比起金钱,我更重视时间。
所以我不敢冒险。
让我读科学好吗?


Tuesday, April 17, 2012

鸭川荷尔摩

A few days ago I received news saying that One OK Rock will be coming to Singapore for their first world (or asia?) tour.
I was so thankful that J-live Asia are bringing these J-rock bands in because poor students like us will never ever earn enough money to visit Japan to see their concerts. Even if we do, we might not get tickets to their lives too. So this is really a blessing to fans like us who really enjoy listening to Japanese rock music. I really enjoyed the first event organised by J-Live Asia, which presented two bands, both from the label A-sketch (other than the stuck-up staffs that tried to push us, even if we were behaving alright).

However, the prices for the One OK Rock live increased by a freaking 266.7% as compared to that of the previous live. Well I understand that One OK Rock is very popular in Singapore. They are like one of the most well-known Jrock artistes in Singapore. But that does not justify the dramatic increase in prices. Previously, there were 2 bands which had a total of seven members. One ok rock is only made up of four members. Surely their accomodation and other costs would be much lesser than the 7 members that came previously? Looking at other factors (the staff, the costs to invite them here etc.), do you really think that there would be so much difference in the price?

I am so disappointed at J-Live Asia. If location and everything else is the same as the previous live, it all shows me that the company is trying to earn more just because they think One OK Rock is more popular in Singapore, so more people would get the tickets even though it is price so much higher than before.

The previous bands that I saw were obviously not as popular as one ok rock, but they all produced good music that were not lousier than one ok rock. So why are music priced based on popularity? That should not be the case. It is so unfair to all the artistes that worked hard to produce real good music.

This is probably the reason why people say the music industry is having their downfall.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Embrace

♪ embrace - BUMP OF CHICKEN ♪ #nowplaying

"確かなものは温もりだけ"
Hahahaha the irony.

Smile

我不需要错的人发现他们是错的。这种无聊的优越感我不想要。我只需要我一个人相信着对的东西,这样就足够了。

飴玉のうた

讨厌自己每一次吵架都词穷
我喜欢猫,喜欢一直陪在身边的她
但这些我好喜欢的东西被言语攻击的时候,我却没办法好好保护他们。

我哭 不是为了想赢 吵赢你我能得到什么。
我只是讨厌 讨厌你们吵赢我 就代表你们是正确的。
因为不是 你们完全错了。

吵不赢 就不出声好了。

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Glorious revolution

I'm a very angry girl these days.
Not the nice good-tempered sweet girl anymore.
That's not because I changed.
I still think like how i use to.
I still want the world to be filled with music and animals, vibrant and colourful.
But I don't want to be abused.

So, I decided to stand up for myself.

Even if there are 10 of you and one of me, I'll stand up for myself if I'm not wrong.
I want to believe in my ways and stand up for it.

Unless I obviously made a mistake, I will not say sorry no more.

Unless you're giving constructive comments, I will not listen to your judgements no more.

I'll defend myself even if I'm alone.
Even if the society does not think I'm right.
The society is always very good at judging people, anyway.
People that are different and people that they don't understand.

I refuse to be wronged.
And I refuse to be judged.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

我干嘛要在意别人的眼光
我觉得什么对我最好我就去做
跟身份、成绩、过去没有关系吧。

Song: 太陽/bump of chicken

Monday, March 26, 2012

涙の理由を知ってるか?

虽然之前刚说我应该学不会弹吉他,三天前我突然又不知不觉的拿起了放在balcony的角落的旧吉他。虽然完全没有想开始学的想法,但我还是去youtube找了教吉他的视频。youtube真的是什么都有教。然后我就开始学了!

现在我正在用 guitarjamz.com 的视频学吉他。花了三天我已经学会了5个chord了- E major, E minor, A major, D major 还有 G major! 虽然还没有很完美,也还不能很快的换chord,但我突然好像有可能学会吉他了!希望我不会放弃。

弹吉他的时候,手指真的会很痛。
弹完之后还是会感觉麻麻的。
连挖鼻孔都觉得手指不是我的。
但我一直提醒自己 当时学打鼓的时候比这个更痛!
手指痛是打倒不了老娘的!

嗯 所以现在我的手指又肿又麻。(>_<)
但没关系!我知道这种皮外伤,只要让它多伤几次,它就会结成硬硬的皮,以后就不会这么痛了!所以还是赶快折磨一下我的手指,让它们快点成熟变man!


然后我过不久还会去学keyboard.
其实那个课程也可以学吉他,但我听说很多人找吉他老师过后变得很讨厌弹吉他。所以我还是去学keyboard 好了!


Song: Dandelion/Bump of Chicken

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Tsuyogari Bambi + Kimi to Boku no Theme Song

从昨天到今天我一直在听上个星期二看的那两个band的歌。
weaver的歌越听越好听!
我很喜欢Tsuyogari Bambi 和 Kimi to boku no theme song.

我想因为作词的be-chan是巨蟹座,所以他写的歌词特别打动我。
虽然和bump of chicken 的词非常不同,但一样的治愈我的心!
be-chan 你真的太可爱了。 >///<

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

How far are you? 星がキレイな事に気づいてるかな?

Shiyan says she wants to bring me go watch stars with astro club!
yatta yatta!
I like stars!
Maybe i can write a star related song there.
XDD

I shall sing Bump of chicken's planetarium while gazing at stars!
ohhhhhh~
I'm so excited.
XDD

And.... it seems like I'm going for a piano beginner course soon.
Because I'm inspired by Weaver.
=D
I want to learn more music.
Flutes, drum-set and if possible guitar!

But i don't think I'll be able to learn guitar because its a whole new concept to me and i just couldn't.

But I'm confident that I'll be able to learn flutes and drumset in the future!

And I've always wanted to write music! Maybe I shall learn that too. XD

I didn't have the chance to learn music when i was younger, okay maybe except the flute, basic keyboard and yep, the recorder. Which i tried my best and learnt these instruments well (I'm proud to always be the best music student in the batch). Now I am older and soon I'll earn money to learn all those things I've always wanted to. My future seems so bright to me now. I hope I'll never forget this feeling and continue learning!

Yesterday I went to help out with the freshie training and I got to say our freshies are very very hardworking! After the training we played Soretakebushi and Hanabi and Adventure. I felt like I haven't touched the bachis for so long! My blister even bursted!

It was shiok but not shiok enough.

I miss playing with my batchies. When can we play together again!

Monday, March 19, 2012

到底是谁的道理 咖啡加盐不可以?

I went to Daiko 2012 chalet since Friday morning, and when I came back, I am too tired to blog anymore.

I don't play mahjong, so the chalet was kind of a time to rest and do nothing except spend time with my favorite people!

Umm.. Thank you Rona and Peichyi and other juniors who organised the camp for us!

I really liked the games, although blue team kept on losing. XD I admit I suck at the photo-taking game. I am always out of the picture. XDD Short people always lose out.

I like the singing game!! Its entertaining to watch Feng Ling playing the game so seriously. (faster someone tell her i mentioned her on my blog please)

Its fun to sit at the rock at the beach and pretend to be stranded on an island! We formed "help!" with our bodies at the rock (I was the dot of the exclamation mark XD). Then we (I?) screamed help at the ships that passed by. We didn't get to see the sunrise but at least we saw the skies brighten up. On the way home i saw the sun though! why doesn't it want to appear earlier! tsk.


Oh, during the chalet we (Peilin, Peijin, Yixian, YL and I) went to send Takamasa off at the airport. The second time this week I went to the airport to send people to Japan. I wanna go to Japan too!!!!

Dajie, Me, Takamasa, YL!

I think we are still kinda awkward. I have to learn to be less awkward around people! XD

Today was a very uneventful day.
VERY.
Oh i got back my results.
Not too bad i guess!
Except that the language teacher gave me a B.

I scolded the F word on the spot because which language teacher gives B to a good and hardworking student!
She F-ing told me I did a good job (... except for lalalala 讲一大堆)
Just stop teaching already! Your lectures are even more boring than our presentation lor.
I regret not grading you badly. (because i missed the whole grading thingy)

But anyway, we got an A for FYP! we didn't even expect that lor! I remember we used to say B+ we very happy already. ahahaha.

I really wanna let the two girls working hard for FYP 3 months ago know that they got an A!
How I wish I can email or SMS to them now! XD

If only we can email the past. I think in the near future we would be able to do so?


Handsome KenKen! He's biting a pick! so handsome! /GUSH


Pretty girls + flowers! XD


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

愛されたくて 必死だから

I think the rate of Liu yihui's communication skills breakdown is higher than that of the mrt.

I couldn't tell my mum that I wanted to go out with my friends, because she wanted to go out.

So I'm left alone at home with a highly unappreciative grandmother.

I don't like how she always does things whenever my mum is not at home. It's like she's keeping a secret. I don't like it.

I'm so lonely today.


夜空に浮かぶ千の生命

今天是我人生中,第一次做过像追偶像的动作。
活了19年,第一次那么疯狂!
我一直都是个passive fangirl, 因为我喜欢的偶像都在很远很远的地方。

昨天来的那2组J-rock band, Applicat spectra 和 WEAVER 本来都不是我喜欢的偶像。
但现场听band真的很不一样。
和用耳机听band的live相比,现场的live多了一种直接的震撼力。
为了不让昨天开心的心情这么快就完了,我们决定今早到机场送机!

这么早出家门对我来说是个很新鲜的事情。
到机场过后等了好久他们都还没出现,本来还以为我们遇不到他们了。
但我没有很失望,能够这么早到机场我已经很满足了。哈哈哈

但他们竟然突然就出现了!
本来有点害怕的我们去找ベーちゃん拍照。
他真的很可爱很可爱。
很友善很友善。
很特别很特别。
就这样我们拍了两张照片~






以上是其中一张。他竟然躲在我后面!
这样我会看起来很肥啦。。。
ORZ

然后他就以很可爱很可爱的表情说:"sleepy..."
然后他还用很可爱的语气说: "I like animals!"
然后就让我们看他的衣服 (上面有长颈鹿的图案)。
然后他就轻轻地拍拍我的背后说掰掰!
过后就去check-in了。
check-in完了之后, 他和我插身而过的时候又再次拍了我的肩膀说bye!!
但我在和姐姐说话没有反应过来回复他。。。

真的是个没有架子又可爱的人!



这张可以看到weaver的三个团员!

最后我姐姐跟おっくん拍了一张~
我也想拍的,但没时间。
不过没关系!
我有ベーちゃん就好了!





这件衣服将变成我最喜欢的睡衣!

XD

















Tuesday, March 13, 2012

いつか飾らない自分で笑えるよ

Today was the first time I watched a rock concert! I watched Applicat spectra and Weaver's live! I liked kenken from Applicat spectra and Be-chan from weaver!

Both of them are smiley guys!

Now, I think expression on stage is very important! The two smiley boys totally proved this point and left a deep impression in me!

Drummer of Applicat spectra was very cool too! He had the 才子hairstyle which he kept 甩-ing!

Favorite song of the day was Weaver's 君と僕のテーマソング! The title of this post is part of the lyrics of that song.

Anyway I really liked how sincere Be-chan was during the hand shake! He gave me extra time and a big friendly smile. Stole my heart!

Gotta sleep now!

Night!

Love j-rock!


Monday, March 12, 2012

水军太鼓

昨天的表演的十个人!昨天的表演从video看来蛮不错的。
我们真的成长了不少。从太鼓方面,还有友情这方面都成长了不少。
能和这十五个人在一起真的很幸运~

昨天的video:



昨天刚好是日本地震海啸的一周年。 现在还有很多受害者在努力地回到平常的生活。我们真的什么都帮不了,除了继续打鼓,守护日本的传统。

昨天胜吾在blog里说了关于一个9岁的小男孩的故事。他的祖父在去年的灾难丧生了,留下了一个还继续一秒一秒走动的手表。小男孩说,那是祖父在提醒大家要向前走,因为时间不等人。男孩和家人坚强地笑着,活到今天。

我好感动~~~ (T^T)

小男孩要加油噢~
最后就是。。。 昨天我们竟然忘了做这个!ORZ
我最喜欢做这个了。。。

Sunday, March 11, 2012

绑上腰带的瞬间

昨天我们十个senior到marina bay 表演。好久没有在大场合表演的感觉了。昨天的观众真的很棒!我看到好几位观众看着我们的表演点头,他们看起来好像很enjoy我们的表演。那是对于一个表演家最大的鼓励!

舞台真的是非常神奇的东西!它可以把普通的人变成非常有魅力!

我好想就这样一直一直站在舞台上。我喜欢有魅力的自己!



Tuesday, March 6, 2012

同じ季節が巡る

So its one week since my poly life actually ended and i've decided to make myself a blog, because I have a gut feeling that these few months after exams and before university starts would be full of adventures! /plays the song Adventure.

Life after poly has been tiring. There's no time to stop for a rest when we're having fun! I went ice skating, drumming, singing, shopping for hamsters with my friend, malaysia, shopping, chatting, chasing my friend in a shopping mall, and I played swing while listening to music.

I think I am a realy lucky girl. I have friends to bring me to Malaysia and drum with me. I have friends who will chat and laugh all day with me and do crazy things like chasing each other around Plaza Sing cos we're happy to have graduated. I have friends who would go ice skating with me and laugh together when we fall! I have lovely friends who would just ask us out just because we felt like meeting.

And some of these friends are people that I don't work together with. We're not in the same school, or class, or course, or cca, but we're friends because we are.

Haha i should stop being disgusting! = =

Exactly one year ago, was the second day of my internship. And the first time I met someone very special. I still remember every scene so clearly as if it happened yesterday. I still think back about the 6 weeks sometimes and it makes me so happy! Thanks for the happy memories! =)

僕の右ポケットに しまってた思い出は
やっぱりしまって歩くよ

君の居ない道を