Monday, April 30, 2012

那颗名叫现在的彗星

最近发生了什么事呢?
没什么。
日子很平淡,
很难想象几个礼拜前才刚发生那么难过的事情。
也慢慢习惯了。

大家开学了,而我没有和大家一起开学。
因为我毕业了啊!
以前以为毕业后世界会变得很不一样。
但现在发现根本没有改变很多。
肮脏猫还是依然在我家楼下混饭吃。
白色的鸟继续在大龙沟旁捉鱼来吃。
世界根本没有像我想象一样改变。
但很奇怪的是 我发现这世界上,除了学生和小孩以外,每样生物都在混饭吃!!!
我从来都没有觉得赚钱很重要。
也不想这么觉得。
但如果地球上每样生物都在用自己的方式找食物,那我也是时侯开始用人类的方式找食物了。
人类找食物的方式 就是赚钱!

我可不承认我长大了。
我只是在发挥人类与生俱来的直觉 - 就像海龟下蛋前会直觉性的先挖洞一样,人类的直觉就是 赚钱买饭吃。

为了赚钱我拼命找工作。
最后误打误撞变成了补习老师,还有卖bikini的店员。
补习老师这份工作真好!钱多事少又有成就感。

bikini店的工作很轻松。
根本不会有人想买bikini吧...
我想老板娘也了解。
所以她不会介意一整天没有买到东西。
没有客人的时候可以做在一旁发呆或读书。
偶尔我会观察路过的人。
我从这里发现,男生这的很爱比基尼!!!
十个年轻男生当中有6个会回头盯着比基尼看!
目不转睛的那种盯法。
直到看不见为止!
如果他们在女朋友旁边,他们就会偷偷回头看。
真的很好笑!
虽然我不觉得我身边的男生会喜欢看比基尼,但现在我觉得...很难讲。
搞不好大家都是偷看比基尼一族,但偷看能力太深了,我们都看不出来。XD

我完了,才刚开始出社会就学会怀疑人了。XD

Thursday, April 19, 2012

时间vs金钱

我妈妈好像希望我可以读education.
他的原因是因为读这个不用担心学费。
我当然也了解她的想法。
只是我如果去读那科,就等于踏上了七年的不归路。
虽然我在这几个礼拜之内发现我真的很适合也很喜欢教小孩。
但我不能保证接下来七年我不会改变。
如果我后悔了,等七年过了我也都二十七了。
比起金钱,我更重视时间。
所以我不敢冒险。
让我读科学好吗?


Tuesday, April 17, 2012

鸭川荷尔摩

A few days ago I received news saying that One OK Rock will be coming to Singapore for their first world (or asia?) tour.
I was so thankful that J-live Asia are bringing these J-rock bands in because poor students like us will never ever earn enough money to visit Japan to see their concerts. Even if we do, we might not get tickets to their lives too. So this is really a blessing to fans like us who really enjoy listening to Japanese rock music. I really enjoyed the first event organised by J-Live Asia, which presented two bands, both from the label A-sketch (other than the stuck-up staffs that tried to push us, even if we were behaving alright).

However, the prices for the One OK Rock live increased by a freaking 266.7% as compared to that of the previous live. Well I understand that One OK Rock is very popular in Singapore. They are like one of the most well-known Jrock artistes in Singapore. But that does not justify the dramatic increase in prices. Previously, there were 2 bands which had a total of seven members. One ok rock is only made up of four members. Surely their accomodation and other costs would be much lesser than the 7 members that came previously? Looking at other factors (the staff, the costs to invite them here etc.), do you really think that there would be so much difference in the price?

I am so disappointed at J-Live Asia. If location and everything else is the same as the previous live, it all shows me that the company is trying to earn more just because they think One OK Rock is more popular in Singapore, so more people would get the tickets even though it is price so much higher than before.

The previous bands that I saw were obviously not as popular as one ok rock, but they all produced good music that were not lousier than one ok rock. So why are music priced based on popularity? That should not be the case. It is so unfair to all the artistes that worked hard to produce real good music.

This is probably the reason why people say the music industry is having their downfall.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Embrace

♪ embrace - BUMP OF CHICKEN ♪ #nowplaying

"確かなものは温もりだけ"
Hahahaha the irony.

Smile

我不需要错的人发现他们是错的。这种无聊的优越感我不想要。我只需要我一个人相信着对的东西,这样就足够了。

飴玉のうた

讨厌自己每一次吵架都词穷
我喜欢猫,喜欢一直陪在身边的她
但这些我好喜欢的东西被言语攻击的时候,我却没办法好好保护他们。

我哭 不是为了想赢 吵赢你我能得到什么。
我只是讨厌 讨厌你们吵赢我 就代表你们是正确的。
因为不是 你们完全错了。

吵不赢 就不出声好了。

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Glorious revolution

I'm a very angry girl these days.
Not the nice good-tempered sweet girl anymore.
That's not because I changed.
I still think like how i use to.
I still want the world to be filled with music and animals, vibrant and colourful.
But I don't want to be abused.

So, I decided to stand up for myself.

Even if there are 10 of you and one of me, I'll stand up for myself if I'm not wrong.
I want to believe in my ways and stand up for it.

Unless I obviously made a mistake, I will not say sorry no more.

Unless you're giving constructive comments, I will not listen to your judgements no more.

I'll defend myself even if I'm alone.
Even if the society does not think I'm right.
The society is always very good at judging people, anyway.
People that are different and people that they don't understand.

I refuse to be wronged.
And I refuse to be judged.