Oyasumi!

Munching on tapioca chips now.
2:12am!
I confirm will get fat.

This week my tuition centre is on a one week term break. I don't have to work for a week. Shiok. I still get paid. Even shioker!

But I still feel so weird not working. It's like I have time to earn more but I'm slacking away. I feel guilty like I'm not working hard enough.

When I chose to study science instead of education which I don't have to worry about money, i told myself that I have to work doubly hard. I want to juggle work and school. I want to earn enough so as not to trouble my family. I want to save enough for my Japan stay which I am determined to go there to teach after graduation. I want to have time and money so as to master Japanese within my four university years. I want to have enough time to practice guitar and drumming and occasionally my flute. I want to learn piano too, if time and money allows.

Well it seems to me that my four years in uni would be packed like mad. So I actually wanted to earn more now so that when school begins, I'll have a easier life. But I'm wasting time by not working for one week. This makes me feel bad. I also feel like a workaholic, although I think I'm not. I think I'm just moneyphilic.

Tomorrow I'll be going for an interview. It's a website translation job introduced by bob. I hope I get the everytime before I'm going to an interview I'll spend quite a long period of time thinking about what I should say, as well as contemplating how to sell myself. Therefore I'm always confident in face to face interview. So yeah. I hope I get the job!! Good night!

久久一次就好 要想起我哦~

我好想睡。
可是觉得一定要把今天想说的话写出来。
今天是毕业典礼。
本来不怎么期待的。
老实说我对这个course的同学产生不了什么感情。
我想遇到的人 就是那几位我称为「朋友」而不是「同学」的人。
加上毕业典礼常常把三年说得不切实际的美好，或是把我们这群明明很普通的年轻人夸上天。
每次听到这种话我都会不舒服。

但今天我真的很开心。
遇到多数我想看到的人（有人竟然没有来！！ tsk!)。
还收到love note!
还收到花和小熊！
哈哈 我是幸福的！XD
今天的气氛会让人不知不觉high起来。

我很喜欢收到在纸上写的信！
比什么礼物都更珍惜这些信！

所以Vivian,虽然你给我的信充满了老师不应该原谅的错别字，但我很喜欢你的love note!!<3 以后希望还可以继续收到更多情书。但是你心有所属了 希望你不要再花心 偷偷暗恋我了。XD

Chyichyi,
你这个负伤的辣椒鬼！你送我小熊和花我真的很开心~ 但你不是没钱吗！下次就不要这样乱花了！害我很高兴又很有罪恶感又不知道该怎么样赎罪这样，心情很矛盾。junior 和senior写给我的card里面我很喜欢你的message！最后我也希望你不要在偷偷仰慕我了。去仰慕正常一点的人吧~ Fyp加油~ 快点毕业然后和我一样开始烦恼将来烦恼到想去摸手吧~

Kim, Sili, Maichin,
如果你们刚好有在读的话，blog title是献给你们的！
哈哈
不要说下次下次了，我们这个月以内来meet一次吧~
我们就是这样每次说下次下次最后都延后太多了。

刘懿咸，
你真的很咸 我每次看到你就想喝水。
恭喜毕业！
谢谢你请吃饭！
你今天很可爱！
But too bad 我比较可爱！
因为你很咸 我一看到你就想喝水。

很迟了，我该睡觉了。明天还要上课（ ｉ _ ｉ ）。有些小孩真的是会让人血压飙高。希望明天的学生都是好孩子！

Night~!

Holiday~

Plans for today:
- Sleep till noon (which i already did)
- tie up my fringe ( I tied up my fringe with a flower rubber band and i am looking like a hua chi now! XD)

The blur camera makes me look prettier. XD

- Watch the pillows concert with liu yijun (She haven't woke up. should I iwake her up now?)
- Watch Hiro say "nani mo mienai" (hahaha gonna do that now!)
- Spend some time at the library (Havent decided if i should go to tampines of pasir ris library...)
- Play with my guitar (I KNOW! I CAN WAKE LIUYIJUN UP USING MY GUITAR!)
- Watch Mirai Nikki anime. (Its getting abit boring. =/)

Have decided to give up reading this mystery novel that I have been stucked at for the past week. It just cannot interest me!!! Shall go back to reading my Makime Manabu. =)

Oh I miss eating SP food!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Updated: 12:26pm, 20/5/2012 (this means i will add on to the blog afterwards, if I remember! XD)

Miyake taiko! (o^^o)

哈楼
我现在正在边听snow smile 一边很想念你们！！
我很嫉妒你们可以一群人去做工。
一定很好玩(._.)
最近我都超级正经的。
好久没有疯疯癫癫了！
虽然每天都跟很多人说话，但好像一整天都没有说到话一样。
我不喜欢！只有siao siao 的才是刘懿慧！
本来以为明天可以看到你们你们却一起去做工！ shockuuu Orz
我不喜欢正经八百的我啦！你们快点来帮我找回我自己！

最近满脑子都在想我的学生的事。
这位学生也是我的表甥。
他是一个很sweet的小孩，好好看他你就会发现他和其他小孩不一样。
但在父母和其他大人眼里「不一样」是很不好的事。
他的表姐是个成绩很好的孩子。
每当我去补习的时候她就会嘲笑我的学生。
我的学生也常常被拿来和她比较。
我很心痛！！！
我的学生只是对课业没有兴趣，他其实不笨。
我一定要帮他喜欢学习。

成绩好 其实什么都证明不了。
以前成绩超好的我深深这么觉得。
上了高中的我会偷偷羡慕那些成绩没有很好的人，他们好多才多艺。
这些我都没有。
我不想教出一个跟我一样，因为成绩好就自大，其实什么都不会的人。
我要让他的成绩变好，但我希望他可以一直那么sweet.

今天早上我寄回去了 moe的信。
我决定放弃当有钱人的机会。
一定会有人觉得我很笨。
但我不可以为了钱出卖我自己！
我犹豫了很长很长一段时间，最后决定要放我100%的努力，去一边读science,一边打工养活自己。
我会变成很穷又没时间的可怜穷书生。
希望到时大家还会接受我。 XD

Vivian倒是很开心我决定读biological sciences!
她说"my hua chi partner is back!"
Hehehehe, yes I'm back!
Thanks for listening to me everytime!!!

七月我想去学miyake taiko!
现在得赶紧练体力，不然到时候比freshie 还烂就丢脸喽~

Things I do when I'm bored/alone/both

上手に話してして欲しい

今天我睡到快11点钟才起床。
起床之后很懒惰，一直赖在那里，连吉他都懒得拿起来练。
出门前连隐形眼镜都懒得戴，bb cream也懒得涂，只用手指随便整理一下头发就出门了。今天我好懒惰！

在家附近的巴士站 碰见了我那位朋友。
有一天我们就突然不说话了。
记得当时我好难过。
我以前很喜欢她。
当然不是那种喜欢！
哈哈 她就是我很喜欢的朋友。
还以为我们会一直是朋友，所以突然这样我吓坏了。

在那之后我就不敢相信朋友会一直在一起。

嗯 这位朋友变得好漂亮。
完全不像我，这么懒惰。
呵呵 我好想念可以随时sms她的时候！

今天碰到她的时候，我们只说了简单的hello。
明明还有很多时间可以聊天，我却假装在赶跑走了。
明明有很多话想说。
太窝囊了！

Angel Fall

Hehe I specially turned on my computer so that i can blog about my dream last night!
Its the first time I dreamt of Bump. I was super excited when i woke up! haha

I dreamt that Junnie and I were on this very empty train. It was going towards Pasir Ris. Then halfway, at around Tanjong Pagar, four guys boarded the train and sat down opposite us. The train was really empty so there were only the six of us in the cabin. The four guys were obviously, BUMP OF CHICKEN!! I remember Masu sat at the first seat, the reserved seat, Fuji-kun sat beside him, followed by Chama and Hiro. We didn't know Bump was in Singapore, so we were so shocked to see them!! And it seems like they have stayed in Singapore for a period of time. We were shocked so we didn't approach them, we just sat and looked at them and discussed among ourselves.

Then after a few stops, Junnie has to alight. haha so she alighted (and Bump is MINE now!).
haha but the next stop, Masu and Fujiwara and Chama stood up and alighted, i kind of remember that stop was Raffles Place. So the cabin is left with Hiro and I!!!!

So I decided to gather all my courage and went to sit beside Hiro, I told him I was a fan, and was searching in my bag for my pen and notebook. But but but!!!! Hiro took out his handphone from his pocket!! Then he asked if we can take a picture together. But my fringe very ugly, so i tried to tidy it up using the train window as mirror. Hiro saw and helped to tidy up my hair! hahahaha he swipe swipe swipe my hair. haha.

Then we took the picture. And he helped me sign my notepad. Then he alighted and I was feeling very very very happy.

Then i woke up. And  i thought back about the dream. AND I SUDDENLY REMEMBER, THE PHOTO HAS TWO OTHER GIRLS INSIDE!!!! Hiro's arms were on my shoulders, but there were two other girls in the photo trying to qiang jing tou. D<

I KNOW HIRO SHUAI LA BUT YOU CANNOT STEAL HIM OKAY HE WANTS TO TAKE PHOTO WITH ME! and another things is, because Hiro took the photo the zipai way, so its actually impossible to take the other two girls, but the photo that i saw in my dream was taken from very far. Its like Hiro has extremely long hands. hahahaha stupiak.

And the signature... I realised, Hiro signed his name as 刘奕君. urgggg. somemore the signature 完全没有美感。its like something Liu YiJun would draw. hahaha

Despite going all wrong in the end, the dream was still very sweet okay!

Hahaha today I want to marry Hiro. I'll probably change my mind tomorrow. But its Hiro for today!

OKAY I HAVE TO GO EARN MONEY LE.
I don't feel like going to teachhhhhhh =( can i nua at home?

And i still havent decided on which course to go to!!! LIU YIXIAN 最近不要跟我聊天。。。
want to consult you you also 敷衍敷衍一下就算了。TSK LIU YIXIAN!

私は唄っているんだろう？

我尊敬的那个老师 他很自由 我想变成他！ 他活着没有规则 没有限制！我也要像他那样 认真的随便活。

今晚要听Jupiter睡覺~(=￣ ρ￣=) ..zzZZ

消せない歌がある

本来以为我不会收到moe的信。
因为我根本没有完成我的application.
但昨天那封信突然出现 老实说我有点受宠若惊。
拿到信的第一个反应 是把信丢一边。
因为我已经做好101%的心理准备-八月我就是科学院的大学生。
我没有很喜欢bio这科 但也可以确定至少读大学的这四年不会讨厌科学 因为都熬了3年了。
但我从来都没有做过和科学／research 相关的工作。不能够确定这份工作是不适合我。
至于教书 我有教过，可以确定现在的我喜欢教书。（五年后就不能确定了）
课业方面 我当然比较习惯科学，因为不知道别科的上课模式是怎样的。

我其实没有很喜欢教育 也没有很喜欢科学。我不喜欢读书。

读科学很帅 读教育不需要担心钱。
读科学不会被绑住 读教育我就有钱学吉他，还有很多很多我一直想学的东西。

我心中那块比较孩子气的部分希望可以读科学，那块被妈妈传染，开始担心钱的部分觉得读教育没有错。

我一直都想去日本教书，因为我很崇拜mr Heng.
如果教育部可以允许我延后我的bond 一两年，让我趁年轻完成梦想，我就很愿意读教育。